Self Knowledge

Do you really know the one, who you call myself?

What nourishes us?

I do not mean the food itself. I'm talking about sunset, nature, good book, good film, pleasant job, good friends or loving people around you. Do you follow the news? What are you interested in? Politics, culture, social life, fashion, gossip ... who, with whom, how and for how much?

I admit that I do not watch the news. I do not need to know who said what and whether was lying or not. I do not watch the program offered on TV. I do not care about the rumors, I do not even know what is happening in the house where I live. It's not because I am disregarding my surroundings and because I dionot know who my neighbor is, or because I am not sympathetic. I just do not follow it, I have more interesting activities.
I love books, music which is tuning with my soul strings. When I want to watch a movie, I choose what I like at exact moment. I am very happy to run through the valley along the river. It gives me a sense of freedom, it helps me to realize every single moment I'm living. I love the mountains and the space they give. I love lying on the grass in the evening and watching the night sky or the satellites that cross the universe. It reminds me of the greatness of the Creator.

Have you experienced the Sunrise or the Sunset in a forest? First, there is a silence, complete silence and then comes a small beam of the light ... a bird wakes up and afterwards you can hear the whole forest waking up – another and other joins and suddenly you can hear that gorgeous concert...than even more light...and even louder celebration of the new day…the light is here and singing gets quiet.. a new day comes. And so it is with the sunset .....silence, then you have the feeling that the entire forest needs to talk about what happened during the day ... and after all, gradually everything calms down until you finally find out that there is a peace...it darkens. the whole space is surrounded by darkness.

I like the silence, I like the solitude. I do not look for it, but I do not mind it. Silence is a blessing. People are afraid of silence and solitude. However, there is a dual solitude. Everyone has a compass that shows that direction. The soul tells what it wants and needs. Sometimes not ... maybe it does not know which direction to take, or there is too much noise around that makes it unheard. One can be alone and happy ... or can be among the people and yet be lonely.

There is one story that resonates in me. It was mentioned in one of the books I read. It is about an Indian who visited New York. He tried to explain to his host that everybody could hear the sound to which his soul was tuned. „Try to drop "the quater "in the busy and noisy avenue in the city center. What happens? Life stops, everyone will react to the sound of released coin. And what do you think...would anyone notice in this noice a cricket or a bird singing? „

What nourishes you?

People need security, but they will never have it. There is no security in matter. Only in spirit! What is security...dust among fingers. What sounds does your ear react to? What do you feel when you are interested in a work you are doing? Or if you are in the presence of a person who is close to you and you enjoy his(her) company and the conversation you have?
Compare these feelings with the feelings you have when you make a good deal, or when people like you, or when everyone praises you, or when everybody applaud to you. Many people get the world, but at the same time they lose their soul. Many people live soulless life because they are fed by popularity, recognition and praise, because they live on "I am OK, you are OK", look at me, follow me, notice me, support me, appreciate me because they are fed by having power, they were everywhere, they know everything.
What do you live on?

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Power of self-healing

Do you seek? Do you explore? Do you feel that gut feeling in the stomach that „you want to know" when you come across information that interests you? Do you follow it like a bulldog unless you satisfy your thirst for the truth? The fact, that I really like is, that I have found really interesting information and amazing books during these 5 years within recommended reading. I remember every book and they still resonate in me. My first was „Conversations with God" by Neal Donald Walsch . When Pavol gave it into my attention, he told me to read it with an open mind. I've read every single book with an open mind since then. What I did not like, I was not paying attention and many times some information came back to me as well known "aha" awareness. That's exactly what happened when Pavol told me about an conversation of Wayne Dyer and Deepak Chopra "How To Get What You Really, Really, Really, Really Want," and conversation of Wayne Dyer and Eckhart Tolle "The Importance of Being Extraordinary" (you can find them on youtube). They are wonderful conversations with a lot of amazing information. In one of them, Wayne Dyer, remembers his youngest daughter, Saje, who got „flat warts" on her face at the age of 3.5 year.

The doctors said they could not do much about it, but they told them it was a virus and it would disappear after a while. "Flat warts" not only did not disappear, but they were progressively going worse, and little Saje had them spread all over her face within 3.5 years. The family was on a holiday at Maui at that time and they met their acquittance Kenny Malottom, who was also a dermatologist. When he examined Saje, he said, "Saje, you have „flat warts ". But the good news is that when you get married, you will not have them. They disappear themselves. It's a virus. I can not do anything about it. I can not give you any medicine ". "But," he continued, "I have found that within you there is the ability to get rid of these things, that there is a virus inside you but also a medicine. When you start talking to these things and tell them you accept that they have been with you for all these 3.5 years, but you will appreciate when they are finally gone. And when you use your energy and your inner capacity to do it, you can really get rid of these things."

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As Dr. Dyer continues with this story ,,Saje spoke with her "bumps" for four days. After 4 days, her face was clean, without a single „bump". And none of them has appeared on her face since then".
Can you imagine what an amazing information it is. In my case, not just a heard story, but also an experienced one. My tonsils had been purulent for many years . Whether summer or winter, my tonsils were purulent all the time. I did not go to the doctor, I knew he would have given me antibiotics and if they had not worked, he would have given me another one and another one and I did not want it. I had tried all possible alternatives ... sucking pastilles, sucking antibiotics, tincture for gargling or throat clearing, change of diet. Every time, I had got rid of it for a very short time.
I heard this story in December last year. I listened to the conversation of Wayne Dyer and Deepack Chopra couple of times, I let all the information pass through my whole being. And then it enlightened me, what if I talked to my tonsils.

I know it sounds weird, but it happened. A few times I talked with my tonsils ... I told them ... "my dear tonsils, I love you very much and I am grateful that you have been with me for such a long time ... and it will really please me when you get rid of the pus completely. .. you will be much better when you are clean and healthy .... "So, it's been six months, and my tonsils are pink and clean. Awesome!
Sending great THANK YOU to Dr. Dyer to the heaven for sharing this story and the wisdom he had. Can you imagine what a great news it is, that everything we need for living we have inside of us?

How do you like the idea of ​​self-healing? Oneself, thanks to the love of God and abilities that we have, we are able to use our inner capacity for self-healing, whether spiritual or physical. There is a small child inside of us, who does not think whether something is possible or not. We just have the consciousness (knowing) and if we can manage our energy and we are able to do it without the presence of an ego, we can do miracles … So just try it in your meditation!

Zu :))

What is your universal love?

Do you like people? People like, for example, your neighbour ... a lady who sells vegetables in the market where you use to shop ... a classmate who was popular among all male schoolmates and thanks to that none of them noticed you ... a professor who did not let you through the grade and you had to repeat a school year ... the man who promised you eternal love, but after a while he left you for another woman ... a brother you have not been able to settle the legacy for years... parents you are not able to forgive childhood crimes ...
We know ourselves best through relationships with other people, depending on how we live our life and how we react to it, what makes us happy and what can "lay us in mourning". Self-control is not only a part of various Asian combat techniques, yoga or life in the clause, it is a day-to-day selection. It's just like when you are deciding what you want to eat ... "I would like to have this ... this not please ..."
When I met Darinka for the first time, she explained me how the whole process of self improvement works. She drew a diagram rising and then descending, from the largest wavers to the smallest in different order. "That's how it will be with your work on yourself. The further you are going to be, the more sophisticated will be your life exams, but also the shorter time you'll need to get back to the Source. You have power to do anything, even to get your partner back."
You should know that it's not like you are having a glass of wine or whiskey, not even if you're having a joint and feeling high and everything is so "cool". It's an inexpressibly wonderful feeling when you can feel every cell of your body, when you feel as if all
your one is alive in you. You feel so beautiful, when you realize "that LOVE", which holds entire world together. When you allow that LOVE to go through your whole being and you experience ecstatic happiness and you realize that you love with every cell of your body, with all your heart and all your soul. You love everything, the spider spinning the web on your window, the rain knocking on the window sill, birds waking you up early in the morning, you realize the perfection of bumblebees pollinating flowers, you can see and appreciate the good of people passing through your life.
I have always used to say that Jesus was another dandy, that it was easier for him to go through all of this, because he was the son of God, that everything was as easy for him as it was happening itself. I was wrong. Even Jesus felt righteous wrath when he was expelling resellers from the temple, the fear and loneliness in the Garden of Gethsemane, the pain at every whiplash, the disappointment when Judas betrayed him. But he never ceased to love because he was present all the time, all the time he was in connection with God's LOVE. The calvary is like life itself. Shame, lashing, misery, help, falls ... but there is always a resurrection after all and a LIGHT comes.
Did you know that darkness actually does not exist? Darkness is just a lack of light. It's just the light that was hidden ... and what to do? Nothing special, just find it again ... through a smile, sunrise, pleasant memories, meditation, love of life.

Zu :))

Carpe Diem

Yes, seize the day. But what does it mean to live the day fully? It's when I do what I want ... or when I go where I want to and when ... Or I can buy what I want? Does my freedom really goes with doing what I want? This way of life is fulfilling the desires of a present personality, an Ego. If we talk about this kind of "freedom," it's more like "my unfreedom" in being attached to the outside world. Because then it means that I am not able to detach myself, and especially that I can not live my life. Jesus continually repeated, "Be in this world, but do not be from it."
Have you ever been in a situation when you could not disconnect yourself from your thoughts, from your head, from thinking? How was your day then? Did you realize what was going on around you, how was the time going and you along with it? And at the end of the day, did you find out that it just passed through your fingers?
Our brain is an amazing part of the body. Constructive thoughts have been the seed and the inspiration of the miraculous things that a man could ever create. But are our thoughts our friends indeed? One can get involved in this unseen network, and sometimes it's an effort to get this spider out of the head and stop thinking unnecessarily. A little impulse is enough, perhaps the conversation you had with somebody, and some words, especially those that were not pleasant to you at that moment just cannot disappear and then you are coming back to it and you do not even realize that the conversation already was and that it is actually past and it has nothing in common with the present ... only in case, that thanks to your overexposed overthinking you unwittingly decide to add meanings to particular words, and that is how you drag again everything in your life and your experiences. Of course, thoughts go hand in hand with emotions. Well, and only then it's the real goulash.
Have you seen the cartoon "Kung Fu Panda"? I love cartoons, they are one great wisdom. In this particular one, there is one scene when Master Oogway tells Poe:
Carpe Diem
"To give up or not to give up. Go back or not to go back. You are too concerned with what was and what will be. There is a saying: "Yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift. So be happy with that gift. "
We cannot live our lives in a past nor in a future. Life happens now.. Disconnect. Or try at least, and if you can not do it, do not despair. When you want to work on yourself and desire to join with yourself and God's wisdom in you, do not hesitate and look for help. Learn to live the full day, and then you will live your life fully as well. Take advantage of this precious gift that we receive everyday ....

Zu :))

Point of view

Do you use to summarize? I mean, whether you sit down with yourself from time to time and you do a cross-section of the life or some life events, or you recall the faces of the people who left a seal in your life. And when are you doing it, how do you feel about it? What comes first on your mind and what do you feel? Do you think that life is unfair to you, or that you were wronged, or do you think of the good things in your life, love, friends, family? Do you see the glass half full or half empty? This spiritual coaching can really clear your mind and sight.
It seizes me a few times a year, but the most intense it is at the time of my birthday. I have, thanks to God, the gift that I do not return back to the unpleasant things which happened in the past, and I do not relive them. I was raised with the words of Jesus, "forgive and forget." But it is true that I understood the essence and the fullness of these words much later. We forgive because of ourselves. I know it sounds strange, but, this is it. When we are angry, we harm ourselves, not the one we turn our anger against. When we can not forgive someone, it is our pain and our misery and not the one who is involved.
I personally feel gratitude. I am grateful for the love of God, for all the wonders and miracles of my life, for every single day, for all those kind, loving, and valuable people who have passed through my life, those who have stayed, those who have left, and even those who are going to come.
Sometimes we find it difficult to see the light through the darkness of our inner sight. We are holding back by our pain, fear, anger, expectation, unforgiveness - either against ourselves or against others, the disappointment or the outside world, which we mistakenly call reality. It's like playing "hide and seek" when you are twisting around in the circle and having your eyes closed at the same time. In fact, it is enough to stop, open your eyes and get out of the circle.
Do you know who Padre Pio was? Besides being a priest, friar and mystic, living at the turn of the 19th and 20th century, he was stigmatised during his entire life and had a gift of bilocation. A person living God's wisdom, whose thoughts have their profundity. I have one of many that I refresh in times when I'm struggling with sadness and doubts. "If your night becomes deeper and darker, do not allow it to stop you. Do not fear if you can not see by your physical sight the clear sky that is surrounding your soul. Just look up, rise above yourself and you notice bright light reminding of the eternal sunshine."
You may be pleased with the fact that life is not being revoked, it only changes …

Zu :))

Summer holiday

How do you go through your summer holiday? You sleep a lot, eat, lay down on the beach and sunbathe enjoying the sea or you go to the mountains, do some sport, climb the rocks and after good hiking you enjoy the well-deserved wellness ...
One feels relaxed when the body is rested ... and what about the Soul? Do you think that when you do other things on the holiday than you are used to during a year, and when you change the environment, it is enough? Putting away the cellphone over the day, getting up in the morning when you feel like, enjoying ALL INCLUSIVE or even better ULTRA ALL INCLUSIVE ... the good holiday is only once a year. And even if you put aside sadness, fear, anxieties, anger, worries, failures within your holiday, do you wish not to have to return to everyday reality on your last day of the holiday?
I took adventurous holiday this summer, I had not been by the sea for 4 years, so my preferential destination became Albanian South for one week. You should be careful about intentions running your "projects" :)). When I asked my friend whether she was willing to go for an adventurous holiday with me ... so it really was adventurous since coming to Budapest airport until returning home.
But what I looked forward the most was finding the place for the meditation in the area where we were. I had not meditated by the sea before that, so I was thrilled to try it out.
I could not get over myself for the first three days, but then every morning at sunrise, I sat down on „my curve" with earphones and enjoyed the music drifting into the unknown, the sun, the scent of the sea and the amazing space that the wide sea offers ... and in the evening when the moon rised over the bay, I immeresed myself into the "joy and gratitude" which I felt during the meditation.
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I realized that I can feel more love for a particular person through the meditation and even improve the current situation and attract more harmony into the relationship.
Before I went to Albania, I had an "emailing conversation" with Darinka and during that holiday week I recalled words she mentioned about ASSURANCE – UNCERTAINTY and I realized during my meditations that if I had ASSURANCE, it would bore me and when I accept UNCERTAINTY, a wonderful unlimited space opens for me, the space in which I still have a lot to create ... that every improvement of the situation is a small win ... every step forward is a small victory ... a beautiful and precious pearl. And I want to collect these pearls and I want to put together a beautiful necklace from them and I will wear such a pearl necklace with joy and pride ... it is enough when I allow miracles and surprises happen ...... because I have unlimited access to God's love and the entire world is hiding within it…

Zu :))

Stuck in traffic

You probably all know what it is like to travel in a convoy. It's a little trouble for drivers on the road. I was on a way home from a business trip sometime back and I came across one really short in length and a long in time. A short 6 km distance took me more than an hour. At first I did not know what was going on, I thought there was a car accident, then it turned out that the road was narrowed only for a one-way transit. What to do in such situation ... you cannot jump over the convoy ... there is no turn nor other way through which it could be detoured ... so here we go ...
I had an audiobook by Esther and Jerry Hicks "Ask and it is given" played in my car so I unleashed my attention from the convoy in short time and got involved in the words of this audiobook. I had repeated many things after some time. Even though one is working on oneself, sometimes gets stuck, and needs to find oneself, to remind oneself that is the creator of the reality and need to gather the power to bounce off from the bottom and enjoy life again.
The next morning, when I woke up, I recalled the evening convoy from previous day and it clicked ...

I think that it is similar to the way we are creating something. Or we desire something important, like loving relationship.
You are going at your speed, the purpose of your journey is in front of your eyes. You are looking forward, you feel excitement when you imagine that you are already there ... suddenly something slows you down, you do not know why and for how long ... then you are moving in the convoy, one step ... then a bit faster. All at once you stop again ... you move, hold up, stop, move, and when you pass the incriminated section you find out that the path is already free and you can continue again at your speed …
How the convoy dissolves, so as obstructions, fear and worries dissolves...but I know from my own experience, that we are the brake ourselves most of the time… Just like Exupery's Little Prince said „People get stuck into fast trains, but then they do not know what they are following. So they jog themselves inside them and they keep shuttling around ... And it's not worth it…“

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Three crowns on the head, my name is out of game…

Maybe you remember this children's game. In fact, not the game but the wording we used as children during the chase when the chased one who was tired or had enough of it...shouted out ... "Three crowns on my head, my name is not playing ..."
This association has come to my mind in connection with the constantly repeated and everywhere present topic of 'Coronavirus'. I am an "lowbrow and ignorant" since I do not follow the news and sensations of this world and one could say that I am a few steps behind those who are interested in media charades on a daily basis.
However, I must admit that this topic has caught my mind for a short time. I remembered with love all those who have passed through my life, and besides my loved ones and those with whom I am in contact now, I have rediscovered phone numbers that I have not used for some time. I just wanted to make sure everyone was fine and to tell them that I was thinking of them with love.
But it wasn't just that, as the information escalated, I remembered all those who were imprisoned in order to raise the fear, to humiliate the free spirit, to kill the LIGHT. Gulag was first established to get rid of the Polish nobility and intellectuals, the concentration camps were supposed to exterminate the "being", the imprisonment of priests in the times of normalisation, and those who were in any way connected with the spread of enlightenment were supposed to deny the existence of God. But ...it all came out empty ...

Today's negation of the true nature of the woman, the typecasting and misleading "because it should be like this...", the deintelectualization of society and a new direction called "ifbism" and the generally popular argument "because now is such a period…" All those who were confined, tortured, forced to give up "I Am" ... all of them were taken freedom, but they were not taken their "FREEDOM".

Do not worry and use this time to renew your spirit, meditate, read, search. Take responsibility for your inner shape and the shape of this world. Relinquish everything unnecessary and say goodbye to it. Forgive yourself and everyone, reconcile with our Father and let him do miracles in your life. Raise your mind and eyes to the Light and tell everyone in your life that you love them. Be grateful and don't let a joyful day to slip away.
Imagine a world full of love, light, peace, joy in connection with our God the Father, and enjoy it, just as Saint Exupéry said himself: "Preparing the future means creating the presence."
And you know what ... I am already so excited that I squeak and kiss everyone …


Zu :))